Fading passion...

My eagerness was deteriorating as many elements of life is now turning against me. I made some decisions and though I never can know the consequences before taking them, sadly they are just turning against me...
It's tough to see despair among people I can trust, but now I just have to believe it's a variation of encouragement who really care.

I might be feeling I'm a loser because I'm really tired and there doesn't seem to be any chances that I could take a rest for the coming weeks. I have to try to fight off the pessimism as there's really a long long way till I would get some days off...

Eating dinner with my elder colleague...

starting with a green Tuborg...

and the kyabab... but not the usual one!
I tried the sturgeon kyabab for the first time!

a beautiful view from the hotel!

Maybe delicious food and superb views are would keep my passion going... I hope...