Sunday, December 14, 2008

Not worth it...

It's so frustrating that I have to be so apologetic!

In the recent years, I did have times of suffering, that even led to writing a letter of resignation. But that was when I was confronting myself that I would be unable to continue working losing my confidence in my skills and it would be wise to look for another way of living while I could still change my profession. But the lack of self-confidence I face now is not about my skills as a reporter or writer, but rather as a employer asking my Farsi speaking staff to get information and fighting to get permission while Tokyo attacks me for my inefficiency. It's not even worth it to write a letter of resignation!

Why do I have to be so apologetic at this stage in my career. Why...

PS
Today, I went to court to object to the traffic fines that were imposed on me that I had no idea of getting. I had to waste more than an hour to go to at least five rooms just get some judgement. I was lucky I didn't get fined for parking on the street as it would be stupid to go complain about a fine and get a different fine in this city where there's not enough space to park at all with uncontrolable number of cars. I will know what happened to the fine when we go to a police station where they will open the envelope in which the decision is enclosed...

PPS
The match-up in the garden...

rivals!

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