Too gray to cheer up...

It's really gloomy when you wake up and see the sky and it's cloudy again. I haven't seen the sun for a while and when you really need something that could cheer you up, the gray sky is not helping at all.
It was again a tough day getting strict orders from Tokyo and finding out how late my progress is getting ready for a big project. I can't run away unless someone could take my spot but I'm sure no one is really thinking that I ever would. Yes, it's a hard country to run away, and I even have my passport taken away to extend my visa!
Oh... I'm in a quandary and I don't know which way to turn!!

why is the sky so gray!? why won't you cheer me up!?

Last night I couldn't write my diary on time because of a black out, but tonight after I restarted my computer clicking the "disc error check" operation...

it was checking the disc forever... hey I want to write my diary!