Feeling bad...

After I returned from New York, it seems to be getting cooler each day. In the morning, I felt I'm almost catching a cold as my throat felt itchy and I had a slight headache. After waking up briefly I brought out wool blanket and tried to warm myself up and go to sleep. I knew I had tons of work waiting, but my health was important as I sensed it would be another wildly busy several weeks coming up. I woke up at 3PM feeling quite dizzy, but it was work, work, work inside of my head that I could not rest any longer...
I'm really experiencing sad feelings about my life here, but it's too bad I can't say anything to anyone. All I can do is go on without questioning my presence here and be a servant to what I must do to satisfy many people...
One of the things I have to start is getting to know the language better and with work piling up on me like tetris blocks, I have to try to retain my composure, though I'd really like to shout like crazy!

okay... I don't have time... but let's start my lessons!