The next mission...

I had to work on our next mission right away... Of course we have the big event coming up in June, but there was also a request from Tokyo to make a report about something different which I have to participate in May. I'm happy I can be involved in a story I would gladly report on, but the big load of work waiting for me in June which I surely must start working hard from mid May makes everything a burden...
I know I have to think positive, but all of the bad things that has happened doesn't help me in any way to cheer me up...
Okay, I'm being paid by an organization and I'm just going to do my work. That's how I'm going to keep my promises and withstand any scoldings by any parties. If I endure the bad days, I believe some day I will find the good days. Inshallah!

PS

the rain doesn't cheer me up...