Mounting worries...

Oh please, why can't I smile feeling satisfied I've spent a great day. Each time I find out the day is over, I'm sighing. I really don't want to show how depressing it is to be in this position to my collegues and my staff, but I don't have the composure to be smiling!
I tried to do anything I can to change my mood... I cut my hair, I asked my staff to buy some cakes, and I took some time to watch the rose in the garden... still, my mood is very bad as mounting worries is squeezing my heart!


looking at the roses to cheer me up...