All of a sudden...

Now all of a sudden, my hands are becoming full with management of the bureau rather than reporting. Now this is the tough part being a bureau chief rather than a foreign correspondent of a larger bureau where all the logistic parts are taking much of my time away and I'm really getting deeper into debt if time is money!
The troubles I'm involved in are, if I were be able to honestly confess, not really something that I started, but being the chief of a representative in a foreign country, I'm not allowed to say I'm not responsible.
All of a sudden, it's again bringing me into the red zone. Will I get fired like the 49ers coach!? I'd rather would like to dismiss myself like the Tigers coach!