Looking back...

It's a new month. I had not much work today, so in the afternoon, I decided to take a walk in the neighborhood. When I got to the mall I visited on Friday, it started to rain quite harshly... so I just relaxed inside having a cup of Coffee with Caremel and a muffin.

oh, I could take my time...

When I was in the bookstore, things started to look rough as I recieved a call that put me back to the work mode...
The rain seemed to soften a bit, so I returned to my hotel and got back to work, making calls and writing e-mails!

While going through this process, I'm having thoughts that I wish I hadn't...
When I write in this diary, I try to avoid using proper nouns that would lead to an identification of persons concerned, but I always try to write my true feelings, because I can relate to this without any private information, because I would know what I'm talking about when I read this diary.
Today, I have to write that I'm feeling some regrets that I took this job just because I could come to a country I've never been to. Of course, when you see all the broadcasting work done at the disaster zone in China and around Burma, and look back at what I was doing during the same period, it's mostly posteriori reasoning... It's my fault I'm not satisfied with how my performance is and it's nobody else's fault! That's what makes it all sad and irritating... Well, all I could do now is hope that this will be another lesson I learn and I could take it in as one experience I will relate to sometime in the future!

PS
Doing some shopping at a nearby grocery shop...

the same chain store we visited at the rural city in May!


Thumbs up... an Indian coke?
Maggi Cuppa Mania... an Indian manufactured Nestle megahit?
and a Thai made Yum Yum cupped noodles to compare with...
some Twinings Darjeleen Tea for a souvenir perhaps!


I tried the Maggi Cuppa Mania... another spicy cup!!